Desiderium

In less than 24hours.. ibu'll be on the road again.. travelling up north..

And ibu is so looking forward to this trip.. sangat2..

❤️

And.. ibu is again sorry Kecik.. 

That ibu has to leave you behind at Nenek's..

Papa kata.. it'll be such a long travel.. and you'll be distressed.. hence the reason ibu tak boleh bawak Kecik..

Ibu sorry..

We'll see you again Wednesday..

Please behave..

I miss you already..

😔

And for how many times only God knows..

You don't tell people you're not ok..

Because it's hard watching them not know what to do..

Or say..

And.. 

Instead.. 

You'll ended up comforting them..

Telling them it's ok..

You're ok .

All are ok..

Even though..

The one needs comforting is you..

So..

Telan sajalah.. 

Entahlah..

I guess..

When Victoria Erikson said..

"When connection are real.. They simply never die.. They can be burried.. Or ignored.. Or walked away from.. But.. Never broken.."

And never have you imagined that "unbroken ness" 

Can break you bad.. 

So..  really bad..

Haihhhh..

And word of the day today is..

DESIDERIUM

(n.)

An ardent longing, as for something lost..

Blessed weekend in advance to all..

❤️

N.Abdullah

@0919hrs, 16122022

#Mr.Moon & Mrs.Sun